It've been a yr & this blog just randomly pop up in my head. Idk why, perhaps bcos something upset me and I've no one to talk to. Ha, so I guessed it's not a good thing for me to blog an entry, as it signify worries to me.
Well, I wonder how long do you all get bored or numb of your r/s w your partner. We havent even got tgt for a yr & I feel it coming. I know bf, gf do the same thing almost every week- movies, shopping, going ard. But it just kinda bore me now. Is it bcos of the activities? or is it bcos of my boy.. Sometimes I felt that we havent got much to talk, and he says i'm thinking too much. I rly like to communicate w my partner, as I think it's one of the top most impt factor in a rs. Communication brings pple tgt. Well, I think our life shld spice up abit, maybe gg on a short gateway/ get smth interesting to share & get ourselves warm up a lil.
10 months. And you left me that offline msn msg. I do feel glad but in the meantime, I feel like laughing too. I know it doesnt meant anything eventually.
I admit that I'm left hanging here, partly bcos of the hidden thought. The "What If" question still randomly popping up in my mind. But, like many have said, things wont be the same. It's just some naive thoughts in my lalaland. I've met & experience a various of stuffs within the period. It clears my mind a lil, and am equipped with a better human-anaylsis-skill. I've seen how one strive for the thing they really want. That, I totally admire.
Clearly, there's no point regreting. But learn from the past.
