I feel this vulnerability, which no one can be thr for me to rely on.
You know, like compressing all your feelings?
It's a matter to get it over & done with. Perhaps this is wht I feel in life.
Today, I woke up with my tears rolling down.
And now, I wonder if I can sleep with a peaceful mind & a pair of dry eyes.
I just feel so heavy, in my mind & my heart. 
Thinking, when I get back to the childhood days.

Sometime, it's so hard to hate/dislike someone, esp pple who are close to you.
These pple are the one who have an invisible, strong bond between you and him.
One action, one movement, one word; simply brings all the good memories back.
And these tiny small little things just warm up your heart, deep down.
And at that very moment, you will totally forget abt the wrong doings of theirs.

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Anw, I have not be going out for sometime! Or maybe a long time!
Blame the school for that huge loads of project!!!
I gonna tahan till end of feb, which signifies the end of my Poly life.
Idiot sch, only gave us 1 week of study break.
And this pathetic week is on the week of CNY! Seriously, whts e point?
But hehehe, I'm patiently waiting for the BKK trip :D

And! I'm so gonna try KFC's egg tarts, my fav!
Those pics in e blogger's blogs are making me so so hungry ;[

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You know, sometimes I feel that i'm not even anyone to some of you.
Friend. That's wht we named, but is not wht you meant.
I dont mean one, but a few, or many?
Kinda tired of certain issue, repeating itself like it nv ends.
Indeed, it shows howww impt I am to you & you & you. 

Wow, what a great day to being with!
Was awaken by the cold breeze.
That's one of the reason why I love December!

I was really busy for the past 2/3 weeks, with the wrk loads by the sch.
Luckily, thr was room for us to breathe thanks to this short break.
Had organized fleas in sch & st james, just in thr for experience.
It was so tedious and a lot of dissatisfactory with the ppl, place & blahhh.
Still, I'd fun with the girl and of cos monetary value. :D

I've been out everyday, making myself so tired.
I just feel like staying at home and watch all my online shows.
I guess this wouldnt have happen with the festive season approaching.
But then, today is a great day to indulge yourself in this jingle mood!
Haha. Merry Merry Christmas!

It's gonna be our 20th!
He's just too sweet, that I feel we're still in the first 3 months :D

Wooo! A new term break starts ticking now!
I think I gonna be busy for these 2 weeks?
Lots of stuffs and celebrations are coming by!
Hoho, I'm so excited! Enjoy yourself too pple!

And...

SWAP & $HOP is here again!

So please come join us at St James Powerstation at

SWAP & $HOP
The Flea Before Christmas
The Boiler Room
20th December 2009
Trading begins at 4pm SHARP

See you peeps!